April 22nd, 2004

Family May 2012

Pathetic Moi

I did manage to remember to take my medications last night despite being Seth-less.

So I stayed home from work again yesterday. Truth is, by the time I woke up fully around 11am, I probably could have dragged myself into the office. But I'm glad I didn't because by 3pm I was feeling incredibly rotten. Seth left for the airport around noon and I wallowed most of the day, interspersed with napping. I took a lot of naps because I just couldn't keep my eyes open.

I woke up around 7 pm half-wondering where I was and why I was asleep. And then I realized Seth wasn't home. Now, in order to understand how pathetic I am, you have to understand something. Yesterday was Wednesday. At 7pm on a typical Wednesday, Seth is in Northern Virginia gaming and doesn't come home until 10:30 at the earliest. So the fact that Seth was in Texas really shouldn't have bothered me until at least 11.

However, as I said, I'm pathetic. So I sulked for half an hour or so and eventually went to Max's to get some dinner. Because I'm seriously too pathetic to cook just for myself. And I went and got a couple movies. Watched one while eating dinner. Sulked some more, read a bit, and eventually decided I was tired enough to sleep. So I crawled into bed thinking I'd drift right off to sleep. Except I didn't. 3 freaking A.M. before I fell asleep. GRR.

And this morning, my perfect husband called me to wake me up. He's so good. And it's a good thing he did, too, because when he called, the alarm had been going off for exactly 30 minutes and I didn't hear it until the phone rang.

So yes. I am completely pathetic. Oh, and if you don't believe me, you should know that I don't get all mopey when I go away. It's only if Seth leaves me. And this was only ONE NIGHT AWAY.
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