Karen (estherchaya) wrote,

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You know, I was worried that I spent too much negative time in my journal. I really felt like I was only writing when I was depressed or angry or annoyed or frustrated... you get the picture.

But I just took a cursory look at my moods throughout my journal and darned if I didn't realize that the majority of my moods are some variant of happy.

Heh. I feel better now. I can up the percentage of whiny ickiness without making everyone think I'm a horrid pessimistic obnoxious no good pain in the rear end. :-D

Okay, so I don't really want to do that. But at least I don't have to feel so guilty every time I post about not being happy.

This is exactly why having a "live journal" seems to me to defeat the purpose. Why did I even have to go through this analysis at all? It's MY journal. Theoretically people shouldn't pass judgement on me. But I end up using this as more of a sound-board...an opinion poll...a message board... but definitely not a really introspective journal. However, I still will be able to look back on my messages and have a clue what was going on in my life and what sorts of things I had to work through, so I guess that's all that matters!

Off to ponder the great wonders of the world....

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